PAY ATTENTION LIFE!!! I QUIT!
I am SO done playing by your terms!
What is a man with out his pride or his honor?
NOTHING! That’s what.
I refuse to be that kind of man… so do with me what you will…
I am not playing anymore.
I’m sick and tired of all your bull shit!
SO WHAT IF I AM THE LONELY MAN!? SO WHAT IF YOU DECIDE TO
RUB SHIT IN MY FACE!? MY WILL SHALL BE BENT NO MORE!
I hate the many things that have occurred to me up until
this point because of my need and desire to be a kid again… to fill the nasty
holes in my past because of one reason or another.
FUCK YOU!
From this point forth… I make my destiny. I know I will fail
at times, but those failures will be by my hand not yours!
BAH! I dare you! TEMPT ME AGAIN!!!! –and see what I do! I’m
not gonna’ head for the hills and hide away like a bitch! I’m gonna’ SMACK YOU
LIKE THE PIECE OF SHIT YOU ARE AND I AM GOING TO DOMINATE YOU!
FUUUUUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
…KNOW my anger…
…I am tired of being the fool.